Pinay in Dubay – As of June 27 (PID invades wordpress!!)

How’s everyone?

It’s been ages… LOLS

My absence is not due to lack of ideas. I have wanted to express myself in almost every single detail of my emotions but then, I chose to keep it all for myself for there are times that I think other’s judgments will not help me at all.

I manage to stay on a very low profile for weeks. Talked with very few people, interacted in very limited circumstances, and expressed emotions in very discreet forms.

All this time, I have been keeping all of my thoughts in time para sa kagaya ng mga ganitong pagkakataon that I am very much eager to express myself.

First things first, I managed to say “I love you” to my family. Ilang buwan din ako binubuyo ni Tita to have the guts to express my love for them. But I am just too “chicken” to try. Hehe…

But honestly, it felt so good…

We’ve been to series of SFC activities lately and I just have to be honest that there are times that I felt the exhaustion. I know a hundred times that it shouldn’t be an excuse.. kaso this is reality.. tao ako.. napapagod.. I messed up once in a while… and I am sorry.

Which reminds me of a good friend telling me of how we should always serve God with “Excellence….”

I totally agree with what he said. Nothing is wrong with that. Ang tanong ko lang, sino ba ang nag me measure ng level of excellence…

Iba’t iba naman kasi tayo ng pinagdadaanan.

Like me, I’ve been experiencing lots of pains and sickness recently. But that doesn’t stop me from wanting to serve God.

Yun nga lang, I cannot give my perfection due to these harassments… but I do believe that in HIS eyes… HE knew that I did my best…

And for that, i am still excellent.. regardless of those “worldly qualifications”.. hehe

Paminsan minsan..umaatake ang pagiging maldita… kagaya ngayong umaga… itong kaopisina ko na halos doble ang taas ng sahod sakin… hindi marunoong ng Excel kaya kailangan pako abalahin … hmpp..

Ang Bad…

… bigla ko naalala… Always See God in each and everyone.. Sorry po.

Napaka basic na idea yan in my almost 2 years stay sa Singles For Christ… pero mula yan sa puso.

Lagi kasi ako naniniwala…

“We should ALWAYS practice what we preach”.

Ayoko magsalita ng hindi nila makikita sa pagkatao ko… likewise… ayoko din mag panggap dahil di ko kayang mabuhay sa entablado..

Sabi nga.. isagawa mo muna para may maniwala.. hehe

Godbless